Tag: broken

a letter to each friend.

I’m afraid that we ended abruptly, didn’t we? Quite rudely, actually. I had more to say, more to let out. Let me explain myself, my side, not because of guilt, but because of clarifications.

To my 1st friend, the longest I had. We had lots of memories, fun ones. But the toxic outnumbered the healthy, it wasn’t meant to be anymore. I can’t say that I’ll miss you, but I do wish you the best of luck, as I’ve always had.

To the 2nd one, I have few words. I thought we clicked, but we were far from each other, in each aspect. I had to say goodbye, you were too much for me to handle.

To my 3rd, the final friend. You are angry, I can sense it through every message. You knew why I had to go, yet you bitterly accepted it, making me feel no sincerity, whatsoever. Can’t accept that I have priorities, can we? Shame.

My dear friends, I loved you all. But I keep on bringing myself down because of the weight I carry as I carried on with you all.

If ever one of you reads this, and felt like you’re one of those three friends, please know that I need not an explanation, and that I don’t want any kind of words from each of you. I had my own reasons of cutting you all off. I want, and I need all of you away from me, no matter what it takes, and how hard. And if you can’t accept this…

Excuse my words, but you can just suck it up.

thanks.

Take your broken promises and give it to someone else.
Where were you? Where did you go?

Leave me alone to die as you give someone else a reason to live.
Why did you? Why didn’t you?

Return my heart in its newly crushed state.
How dare you. I trusted you.

Make me write the sad poetry, as the sad poet I am.
I hope you’re happy. Happier.

Too much.

Little pieces, one by one.

My mind goes, oh how have you won.

Successfully, you tore me apart.

Looking at the remains of my broken heart.

Are you happy? Did you mean it?

That I ruin everything, just like you said.

That you hate me, just like you said.

Words are too much, too much for my heart.