i wanna stop.

deprived of security, because you took it away.

it all ends up a burden i can no longer carry.

please, rid me of my misery.

save me from the fate i want for myself.

a leap of faith?

a necklace around my itching neck?

a stab wound to stop you from putting multiple knives in my heart?

stripes on my arms,

black clouds on my legs,

all lead me to one place.

Freedom.

awareness.

it starts with losing your appetite to eat,
to losing your will to live.

all roots to the littlest things.
stay aware of your friends.

give people a hug or two. treat them with kindness.
give them a few words of assurance.

they will appreciate it.

i promise.