Skin.

Faded little scratches,

Back in the skin.

Making something lighter,

And everything else heavier.

I finally know how to ease myself. It may be temporary, but I can do it repeatedly without running out of skin.

B.

Broken.

Bleeding.

Begging for help.

Bring me back to life.

Build me up again.

Burn me down.

Break me.

sad.

sad words are back in ink and paper from the heart of the broken.

roller coaster.

emotions rode a roller coaster

going up into the heavens,

then back down to the depths of the underworld.

i’m at that point,

wherein my whole world just,

goes

down,

and never comes

back

up.

is this the ride i paid for? yes.

Need.

I’d thank you for every memory, but that will take me forever to finish.

For we have the rest of our lives to make our time count.

I have the rest of my life to hold your hand, and that’s all I’ll ever want.

That’s all I’ll ever need.

You’re all I need.

You’re hurting me.

I’m sad. You’re making me sad.

You’ve been making me sad a lot lately.

But no worries. I still love you. I’m still happy with you.

Just not right now.

Suffocation.

Drown me with your love. Choke me with your affection.

Either way, I’d never come back for air. You are my oxygen.

The best.

Love is beauty.

Honesty.

But the best of all,

It’s bravery.

Be brave. Take risks. Give love.

Reverse.

You’re not worth it

And I will never tell make you feel that

I love you with all I am

Because

You never meant something to me

Please don’t believe me when I say that

I want to be with you

I want to let you know that

I stopped caring for you

Never will I ever tell you that

I love you

Hands.

My hand is for writing words.

My hand is for holding hers.

My hand is for poetry and art. Only.