Give me a little spark, and you might just see me glow.
Give me a little hope, and I might just live forever.
Give me a little something, and I’ll make it bigger.
Is it a blessing, or a curse?
Tag: prose
Hurt.
Gazed up at the night sky.
My hands are cold, longing for your touch.
The thought of seeing you gets me high.
The pain of missing you is too much.
Bad.
Every step I take,
Is also every mistake I make.
I’m walking on a floor full of landmines.
Except, you’re the one to blow up.
Scary.
At time like these, I don’t mind getting hit by a truck and dying on the spot.
As someone who’s afraid of death, this is a frightening thought.
fak.
My heart is hurting. You’re the reason why.
It’s killing me, word per word. Thought per thought.
I know things change. But our love will remain.
I hope you’re still willing to fight, as am I.
Only one.
You are not real. I am convinced that you are not real. You are just a figment of my imagination. It is impossible that someone like you exists in this world. You are a dream. A dream I wish to come true. A wish. I do not believe in such myths, I would use every opportunity of shooting stars, dandelions, wishing wells, and the likes, just to hope for more chances with you. I wish to have you. To be with you.
You are the only one I want. No matter how hard to attain, you are the only one.
…
My thoughts are driving me crazy.
I’m falling into a pit, endlessly.
Whenever I come back, I’m empty.
All I want is to be loved, tenderly.
And yet, all I’m in now is slavery.
Slavery.
Save me.
Slave.
I will wait for you.
I will quiet down. Silenced.
I will not feel, as long as it is not what you want me to feel.
I will not ask for you. I will wait for you to ask for me.
I will be right here, only if you want me to be.
I will be a slave. To your love, I will be a slave.
It is always you before me.
No matter how unfair.
No matter how much I want to speak out.
How much I want to feel.
You before me.
I will stop being myself, if it means you will love me more.
I will follow the rules. Just please.
Don’t leave me.
inspired
your eyes shine bright
in the darkest of nights
you take me up so high
as the stars in the night sky
Bad memory.
“Come back, come back!”
I scream my heart out at you.
But you covered your ears with pride,
Leaving me alone to die.
